fell off the wagon…
As the title of the post suggests, I’ve totally fallen off the wagon. I even went so far as to cancel my weight watchers subscription because I wasn’t bothering to keep track of anything.
I cancelled the subscription yesterday and I’m already feeling guilty about it.
This morning I stepped on the scale, realized ive gained 5 pounds, and then went to McDonald’s.
As if a Big Mac was really helping my problem.
I did go for a bike ride for about an hour or so this afternoon, but I should have done more. Why is it that having nothing to do makes me that much lazier? Seriously I have no excuses not to work out for hours every single day and I just can’t make myself do it.
I did talk to my friend who is an incredible personal trainer and he offered to sit down with me and come up with a diet and exercise plan. I think we are going to try to sit down on Tuesday and figure something out. I always work out better and am more successful when I have a trainer pushing me.
The only thing that sucks is that the gym he trains at is totally not conveniently located to me and there really isn’t one close by. But I can’t let that be an excuse.
I am just so sick of being fat. It seriously consumes my life. I feel enormous. I need to get this under control.